Asami

Asami   朝美 By: Anonymous Butterfly Morning Beauty... Asami was a Social Teen. You know those teens that have friends. That was too busy to focus on herself but, criticized people lives. Morning Beauty  wasn’t focused on her life. So everything for her went down hill like a car with no break. Asami cried her eyes out … When needed.   Asami didn’t have anyone. Until Asami did what was forbidden and was exial. Deprived by those she called “family”. This is Morning Beauty... Asami was trying to be an Matured Teen,you know those who change for the better. Asami Striving to become the best. She was trying her best even though she was looking for support she didn't have. Asami needed support like how tree trunk needs its roots to get its nutrients. Morning Beauty in the moment too Looking for Love, Money and Happiness. Asami instead of finding all those qualities found… Paranoia and Monsters. Asami had lots of fantasies. Asami consumed her

Dear Old Me, Hello! Yarlyn How you been? I hope all is well. I hope you changed. Today is your conscience writing you about how you forgot to respect yourself. How you didn't put yourself first when it came to men. Remember when you met that dude you said you loved. He showed you it was only about one thing and that was what your dignity. Yarlyn you was in control! How could you let yourself be so uncareful for. Yarlyn How about when all the pain you went through when you was beat and made fun of at school. The days of pain. The days of sorrow. The days of the days you wanted to end yourself. For the fact you ever had the right inside to control yourself.  Yarlyn you cried your eyes because you was unworthy. Unworthy for anyone attention. When I was called ugly and piece of sh** by of people who made fun of me in school and at home. I remember when i was played as a fool just because unworthy. Remember when you did everything hidden away from everyone eyes. Just because there

The worst day is when is raining. When I was the Youngest girl.  In that visit. Sitting with other people in a table. When I saw my older and my father in the same room and in the same jumper. Sad that i just felt like I was in a life that was not free at all. my Father just told me " Princess life is Only a dandelion blow the petals and it leaves in the air." Life leaves in a blink of eye. Those Guards looked like Big Black Beast in front of he door supervising everything that was being said. I remember when you came out and told me Princess where were you all this time mean while weeks were like years when he didn't see me. Life for me and them was complete darkness. I didn't know what to do I was nearly a Penny little kid. I saw the Tin Can cells. It felt like i was in a castle when i went to see my father. It was so much more that just oh going to see him is the context of what happens in that visit. My Mother and I would wait for Hours and Hours. When

Melting. Melting. My heart is like a ice burg it just drips in sorrow. Sorrow was a new thing that happen to me.  It was like a new persona in me.  My Heart was like a ice burg it just drops in Tears. Sad enough as I was so sad at the time that face with no expression. My heart would look at the dark shadow covering it it. Looked like the Grinch's Heart in cracks but still whole. Melting in my soul. Melting. JUST MELTING. My heart was a ice burg in the sun. Depression in glee looked at my face and said HI Imbecile. Depression was a Black sheet that covered my face. I covered my face in sorrow. Oh yes i was a Ice burg melting in sorrow sadness. I Saw the darkness take over me. Told me end this. You'll be happy. Go through that little door. My heart couldn't take it. Melting and I'm Melting.