Asami

Dear 2012, You was a great year. I remember when Dad and Big Brother was out having a good time. I met my half brother. Jordi i remember like it was yesterday we talked about everything. He is still a year older than me. I finally had a sibling that was around my age. In that same year I remember when my dad was still out and free. I remember that we were living in the same address. Summers would be nice and comfy and I wouldn't have to be from couch to couch. In 2012 I remember that I  didn't have to work. I was living like a princess. Daddy just asked " What you Want? You know what just take it the world is yours." I was my fathers favorite little girl. I was the youngest after all. My older Brother Sliverio was my father figure yet. He took a big role in Being there while i was going through school. My Dad and My Brother's really were my Heart and Soul wrapped in a big Cloth. My life revolved around them. Even though they risked their life and they didn't

Why life treated you that way?  Life is a hell whole for you huh Look at you life just done with nothing but negativity. Why talk about either of us.  We pure like a Rose in water.  Doesn't have any regrets even though humans have  regrets.  Remember when you made fun of me.  Remember when you told me that I wasn't worth anything. When my words would clap back at me like a Fire Cracker. Then the situation happened... When you went against me and your mother.  Especially when we cared when nobody did.  Your choices made you look stupid. When I told you I was going to be better. I proved it to you made you look stupid.  I made sure you wasn't going to provide for me anymore.  You made me feel like anything. I was just 16 I got a whole job at a fast restaurant Working long nights I didn't have any kids Got me all I want.  Got me a life with great vibe. Worked long nights to do what you did Provided for my great queen my mother  Took my families sid

Blank You don't believe. Why not believe? How can you believe? If you have nothing to believe in! I can't believe in nothing but that I had a light soul. I was a person who didn't gain much feeling towards myself. I was a person who was looked at differently.  My whole family called me '' Special". How though?  Is it because I say much. At a young age I Felt like I had an inner soul. My soul wave link would communicate! Tell me what to do. What to say. The inner soul would even call me " Retarded ". Question was I really am i what that should really tells me? As time went on I started school! Soul wave links... were kind of Stronger! Is like I attracted the children in school towards me. In school children made fun of e called me " Wolf .    I was a overly hairy girl. I wasn't happy with myself I was just a girl who was made fun of in school and at home. Yarlyn was just a sad child she was child. She never had her head