The worst day is when is raining.
When I was the Youngest girl.
In that visit.
Sitting with other people in a table.
When I saw my older and my father in the same room and in the same jumper.
Sad that i just felt like I was in a life that was not free at all. my Father just told me " Princess life is Only a dandelion blow the petals and it leaves in the air." Life leaves in a blink of eye.
Those Guards looked like Big Black Beast in front of he door supervising everything that was being said.
I remember when you came out and told me Princess where were you all this time mean while weeks were like years when he didn't see me. Life for me and them was complete darkness. I didn't know what to do I was nearly a Penny little kid.
I saw the Tin Can cells. It felt like i was in a castle when i went to see my father. It was so much more that just oh going to see him is the context of what happens in that visit. My Mother and I would wait for Hours and Hours. When we got there it was only minutes to the visit to end. My dad was so depressed because he would wart to see me and hold his little girl. He made sure he told me he loved me all the seconds and time he had with me. My life was just a ticking time bomb. My life was a dandelion waiting to be blown away.
When my Hearts in human form weren't home weren't with me. I didn't love life without them nothing didn't feel fine without them.
My life was just a ticking time bomb because life didn't treat me like how i wanted to. My dad always told me to have faith.
I felt like life was playing a game with me having my two most loveable men in jail.
Imprisoned.
Lock.
To see how i lived without them.
Until I never saw them come through that door.
Sad that i just felt like I was in a life that was not free at all. my Father just told me " Princess life is Only a dandelion blow the petals and it leaves in the air." Life leaves in a blink of eye.
Those Guards looked like Big Black Beast in front of he door supervising everything that was being said.
I remember when you came out and told me Princess where were you all this time mean while weeks were like years when he didn't see me. Life for me and them was complete darkness. I didn't know what to do I was nearly a Penny little kid.
I saw the Tin Can cells. It felt like i was in a castle when i went to see my father. It was so much more that just oh going to see him is the context of what happens in that visit. My Mother and I would wait for Hours and Hours. When we got there it was only minutes to the visit to end. My dad was so depressed because he would wart to see me and hold his little girl. He made sure he told me he loved me all the seconds and time he had with me. My life was just a ticking time bomb. My life was a dandelion waiting to be blown away.
When my Hearts in human form weren't home weren't with me. I didn't love life without them nothing didn't feel fine without them.
My life was just a ticking time bomb because life didn't treat me like how i wanted to. My dad always told me to have faith.
I felt like life was playing a game with me having my two most loveable men in jail.
Imprisoned.
Lock.
To see how i lived without them.
Until I never saw them come through that door.
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