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You don't believe.
Why not believe?
How can you believe? If you have nothing to believe in!
I can't believe in nothing but that I had a light soul.
I was a person who didn't gain much feeling towards myself.
I was a person who was looked at differently.  My whole family called me '' Special".
How though?  Is it because I say much.
At a young age I Felt like I had an inner soul.
My soul wave link would communicate!
Tell me what to do.
What to say.
The inner soul would even call me " Retarded ".
Question was I really am i what that should really tells me?
As time went on I started school!
Soul wave links... were kind of Stronger!
Is like I attracted the children in school towards me.
In school children made fun of e called me " Wolf .  
I was a overly hairy girl.
I wasn't happy with myself I was just a girl who was made fun of in school and at home.
Yarlyn was just a sad child she was child.
She never had her head held high.
I thought low about myself.
She had voices in her head calling her names.
It felt like she had a mental illness.
But she lost her sanity when she was that would seeing things that would be in her face.


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