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why life treated you this way?

Why life treated you that way? 

Life is a hell whole for you huh
Look at you life just done with nothing but
negativity.
Why talk about either of us. 
We pure like a
Rose in water. 
Doesn't have any regrets even though humans have 
regrets. 
Remember when you made fun of me. 
Remember when you told me that I wasn't worth anything.
When my words would clap back at me like a Fire Cracker.
Then the situation happened... When you went against me and your mother. 
Especially when we cared when nobody did. 
Your choices made you look stupid.
When I told you I was going to be better.
I proved it to you made you look stupid. 
I made sure you wasn't going to provide for me anymore. 
You made me feel like anything.
I was just 16 I got a whole job at a fast restaurant
Working long nights I didn't have any kids
Got me all I want. 
Got me a life with great vibe.
Worked long nights to do what you did
Provided for my great queen my mother 
Took my families side like I always do.
You just left and forgot called and forgot
You was like a ninja in the mist appeared when you were not needed.
You only wanted money.
Money that was out was sucked dry by you
That's why we don't have no pace to go because you took it all
Selfish.
We gone through to much that's why they say nothing last forever son. 
You thought you was going to bribe me forever. 
You must've lost it and I can't never and ever stand that.
We going through it but you look at me now like a prize.
Don't what you could've done.
Graduating
College
No children
Becoming something.
Being the person who i always wanted to be.
Doing something I always wanted  to do prove you wrong.
Make you stand on your wrong.
Show you my Diploma and make you get on your knees and say sorry.
I can't believe I called you brother.
Now your just a Friend that's never in my mind
No longer a person i should make smile.
GOODBYE.

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